135lbs and counting...
I can run a block now. No inhaler thank you very much, and I'm down to a regular weight. Now if I can just lose enough to get my leg above my head again without getting my ass in the way.
I wish i had a pull string, like an old doll i used to have. Then i could pull it when i was at a loss for words. --"What are you going to do with the rest of your life?" --(pulls string) "---Ma ma..."
I can run a block now. No inhaler thank you very much, and I'm down to a regular weight. Now if I can just lose enough to get my leg above my head again without getting my ass in the way.
I can't climb stairs, I can't run past my next door neighbor's house, I can't pay my rent, I can't put gas in my car, I can't look at myself in the mirror, I can't lift my leg above the ottoman, i still cry when i eat, I miss being full blast anorexic, I miss the discipline, I miss going to class, I miss coming home sore, I miss being 115lbs, I miss not worrying about whether or not buying this can of soup will put my account into overdraft, and if you think im kidding or exaggerating ask one of my friends...oh wait....
Pray you to me every chance that you can
"A slinky a slinky
I think bowling is a metaphor for life........
If one more thing in life decides to jump out at me, and say "boo!" I'm going to kick it in the balls!! Spit in my face and watch how i stand and stare at you, waiting for your next move. All you can do is kill me. I'm not broke, I'm not homeless, I'm not without food, I'm not dancing but i can deal with that for a day, I'm not as crazy, I'm not in school, and I'm not pregnant. So Goddamnit, its been a good month. :)